Monday, February 26, 2007

Sugar Sweet

Sugar sweetness pumping through my veins. Getting high on pure granulated cane sugar is not an easy task nor is it for a weak stomach. Carbohydrates lurk behind every wrapper and within that velvety smooth chocolate. Constantly bombarded by fructose, lactose, sucrose and other -oses, a hero is needed, someone to save us from obesity and heart disease. Will no one cook or bake anything that tastes wonderful but is nutrional? Probably not. That's where I come in. If you have a sugar infestation in your house, if twinkies are taking control of your pantry and caramel is holding your chocolate hostage, just call me and I'll be there. No sugar stands a chance against me...as long as there are no nuts, except for maybe peanuts. In fact peanut butter M&Ms are easy prey. Others may live in fear, but fear no longer shall persist as Le Chocolatier is here!

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Making a Living of Mediocrity

Do you remember the kid in high school who never studied and got straight A's on everything? The one who could memorize and remember just about anything? There was always one person who never misspelled a word, who wrote with perfect grammar, got 100 percent on all the math tests, picked up foreign languages quickly, played sports well, etc. It seemed there was nothing this kid couldn't do.

I am that kid. Everthing seemed to come so easily, so naturally. I couldn't understand why others needed to spend hours reviewing and studying the same thing and scored 83 on the test the next day. Maybe they just didn't have common sense or logic, I thought. If I ever scored less than perfect, it was usually due to me speeding through and making a stupid mistake.

During my college years, I kept up my study habits and it worked well for a time. But the time came when there was something I didn't understand and I couldn't make myself study and review for more than 15 - 30 minutes at a time. I just could not do it. My brain would not let me study or I'd go crazy. I get restless focusing on one thing for too long.

It's funny how my mind can relate two subjects that apparently have nothing in common, but that's what I do. I learn something of everything and find some sort of commonality in them. I never become an expert in one thing. As I said, I can't sit myself down to focus on one thing for very long. As a result, I probably have an above average understanding of many different things, more than most people. There are experts in any given field and my knowledge/understanding pales in comparison. But compared to everyone else, it appears that I know all about it. Myabe I know enough of so many things, that I can fake my intelligence with people who don't specialize in that field.

What creates a challenge then is trying to figure out how to make a career out of this. How can I get paid to do something like this to support my family? What sort of employment would I love? Am I doomed to never be truly good at something?